It's been a tough week. Two AP tests. Craziness, sleeplessness, misery, and stress. There was so much emotion and so much struggle. Yet it wasn't that bad. It just felt yucky. In perspective, my life wasn't that bad, in fact, it was pretty dull and lazy. But I did feel incredibly stressed. And now I have time to sleep; I have time to think.
I think about my actions in the past, and I am inspired to just do better. I am inspired to move forward. My life is not a train wreck and never was. But it was a struggle just like any nation trying to figure out itself in its fledgling decades. I struggle and I fail, but through it all I learn. I just cannot become trapped in the horrible fate of those who relent to the stress and let it overtake them. I cannot lose sight of the people in my lives. I cannot lose sight of the glimmers of sunshine or the freshness of the air. I cannot forget to see the simple joys in life. The smell of a fresh minty breath of air, the sight of bright lights in the skyline, the feel of the first raindrops falling refreshingly from the sky, the joy of those directionless adventures and discussions with friends: these are the things that make life worth living.
Life is simply meant to be lived. No matter what happens to me, God will grant me a second chance, a third chance, and other opportunities in the future. God is forgiving if she wills it to be so. And whatever fate presents me I will open-heartedly appreciate the challenges and help.
The most important thing to be is to just accept being.
"I'm Not Alone" Calvin Harris
-Most addictive and best song ever..... go brit electronica
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