The Mixed Tape

One of my all time favorite songs!!!

"The Mixed Tape" - Jack's Mannequin



"This is morning
It's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up"

Those are the lines that get me the most. The rest of the song does too, sort of.

This morning I started yet again by running. I ran at a minimum 5.5mph for 24 min and got to 2.4mi. I'm proud of myself. I'm just beginning.

I guess I am so tired of being afraid. I am tired of living a life I don't want to live. I am going to start changing my life, one step at a time. It will happen. I know it will. But I can't wait for change to happen, I must work harder than I ever have in my life to really see it become real.