Dirt

I need to entrench my hands within soil. I need to plant some trees. I need to be amongst nature.

I need to be in the bright lights of the city. I need to explore culture. I need to eat amazing food. I need to meet incredible people. I need to relax beneath the park trees. I need the sound of traffic outside my room.

I NEED to LEAVE my computer. I need to leave the virtual prison of distraction known as the Internet. I need to stop succumbing to the ease of computer diversion. I need to stop losing focus. I need to stop being unmotivated. I need to stop being depressed.

As long as I am here in the suburbs I feel gross, wrong, and miserable. I can't stand the people and the culture here. I can't stand the fake countenances of the workers or the triviality of the worries. I need to get outta here and into the real world.

I wonder if there is a real world outside of the suburbs even. I wouldn't know.

"Dance in the Dark" - Lady Gaga