Why Dream

I live for the smiles. I live for the laughs. I live for the changes I make in people's lives. I live for the impact I make on the world. I believe in action. I believe in social change. I believe in standing up for what I believe in. I care. I love this planet. I love the people on this planet. I love bringing joy to people.

I don't want to sound like I am godly somehow or selfless because in reality my expectations and goals never reach the level I yearn for. In fact all this time I spend whining about my failures and struggles just reveals how weak I really am. But I do the things I do so that I can find fulfillment. And I know I will only be happy with myself if I am serving others and improving the lives of others. There is only temporary fulfillment in parties, comfort food, and ice skating. But when I help someone else I feel overjoyed, and I feel motivated. I think we all do things for ourselves, so I admit that I am a selfish person. Hopefully I can live beyond my self-interest.

I live for the moments when I can make someone's day better. I live for the dirt in my hands when I plant a tree or when I hug one. I live for the sense of fulfillment when I have accomplished a fundraiser or when I have helped someone with their studies. I live for that joy of the Kumon child who has pure fun in my presence.

I need to keep my dream in mind. Because if I am constantly reminded of my dream I feel the motivation running through my veins. I have so much excitement inconsistently and unproductively; I should probably just get more sleep and exercise. However I think my point is that if we can believe in our dreams and live for them we can live. Or we can be satisfied with life as it is. I prefer the less pleasant route.

"Shooting Star" - Air Traffic