A Real Friend

Am I a horrible friend for dumping my stresses on others? Am I a horrible friend for being so self-centered? Am I a horrible friend for allowing my tiredness and frustrations to ruin fun times? Yes, I am.

There are several steps I can take from here.
I can complain about this, and people will usually say, "No, you are a great friend, you care so much about other people; stop saying that."
Or I can sulk even more and ignore people.
I can focus on my schoolwork, college apps, and other goals.
Or I can accept my insecurities, flaws, and mistakes, and move forward.

I am always going to struggle with this. I tend to be sulky, self-centered, self-absorbed, and self-pitying. But I'm not the messiah. However I can always try to be more chipper throughout my day.

The key to all of my goals is: sleep, eat, and exercise, then the rest will come easily.

"じょいふる"　ー　いきものがかり　
"Joyful" - Ikimono Gakari



Some of the weirdest dances I have ever seen. 日本は　とても　すばらしいねえ。