Daring

I am left with two options. UW or GWU. They both have Washington in them. They are both urban. They are both good colleges. They both are exciting opportunities. There are differences in cost, educational style, and atmosphere. Yet in the end they are both colleges. They will both serve the same purpose and despite their small permutations, the choice will not really make a huge difference in my life. Sure it will steer me in some directions, but in the end, it is up to me to find the spirit within to live the life I want to lead.

I'll just try to sleep it over along with all the other crazy things going on right now. Who knew that prom would be coming up so soon? I really regret the neglect I have had toward some of my friendships. I wish they could all work out. I have had a dream prom. But I guess we can't ever get our dreams. I can't go to Berkeley. I can't have my dream prom. But that's life. I try so hard sometimes, i just don't know if it's worth it. Alas, I cannot whine over all of this. I just need to focus on what's important. If prom doesn't work out, there will be other opportunities, but I have been working toward this prom for so long... I hate putting all this effort into my dreams only to have them snatched away. In the end it will all work out.

I'll give myself a good sleep for a clear mind and a clear heart. Hopefully that will help me make all these choices. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. Pray. Live.

"Ben Franklin's Kite" - Something Corporate