It Will Come

After all this crazy college searching, applying, financial aiding, scholarship seeking, I need to just get away from the craziness of my life. I need a break. I need a sign from God.

I only have one week to decide and place this deposit down for the one thing I have been looking forward to for all these years. I don't want to live another four years of this misery. I want to be happy. I want to learn. I want to make my parents and myself proud. I just need to stop thinking about it and something will tell me what to do. Who knows what it will be? God does.

Same with relationships. And the rest of my life. I can't be passive with the things I know need to get done, but I must let go and stop trying to control everything. I really need to stop being such a control freak and be whatever myself is... I just wish I could skip all these stresses that are driving me to the brink of insanity.

"Run Away From Trouble" - Frankmusik