Today I had my chemistry final which went over okay. I didn't do any worse than expected, but I still wish I had understood some of the concepts that I had struggled with. Otherwise my day was dull, but it was a beautiful day. Nevertheless no photographs today, I am truly too busy to do much but a simple reflection. I am determined to work harder next quarter, but I feel like this a sign that chemistry is not my forte and I am glad I am sticking with a more simple science degree that I am capable of rather than a more complex one. And if after another quarter of chemistry the struggle is too much, I will let go of my scientific ambitions and move toward other goals in life.
My dream today is about flexibility. This relates in many ways to various topics. I need to be more flexible in life and I dream of being able to flow more fluidly between all the things I do in life rather than stressfully shifting between all the different things I want to do in life. I want to be flexible so that I can deal with different people and not freak out about different relationships. Life is dynamic and I dream of being able to flow amongst the various nooks and crannies presented to me. I dream of being a stream of water that flows between rocks, rough and smooth, over smooth sands, and squeezed between tight chasms. I believe that flexibility can enable, spontaneity, joy, love, fearlessness, and happiness.
This song makes me feel flexible.
"Lean" - Oh Land
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