Friendship. I thought it was a distraction. But now that I am not trying to fix myself through isolation and punishment, I am succeeding. I am hanging out with friends in moderation so that I can actually enjoy my time with them and get stuff done. I still have things to do. But I have been rather successful today, and happy. Only part of one short essay left for college apps, about an hour or so of editing, and a few small homework assignments. Tomorrow won't be entirely easy, but it won't be horrible.
Calm. Breathing. Sleep. Meditate. Live. Laugh. Love.
If I could learn anything about Avatar from other than what I already know about fearing corporate materialism and coldheartedness, is to yearn for discovery and learning in a full awareness. I think that I need to be more open-minded when I learn about things. That's how my grades in english and stats have suffered, when I have been closed-minded. Even with something I know well I need to be open-minded. But I cannot stop loving the things I do. I love the spirit of discovery, but I believe that discovery should be for that purpose only instead of for profit or vengeance. I'll stay my nerdy self and keep loving science, people, and life.
"I'm Not Your Toy" - La Roux
My current favorite song. Listen to it; it's amazing.
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